Harlequin Girl

so yeasterday was the first day of wrestling practice...and darcey and i are co-managers...woooooot. it was a lot of fun...seeing guys climbing on top of eachother in awkward positions...my kind of fun...today darcey and i had just as much fun as yesterday. we did paperwork and we got nifty wrestling shirts that we're both wearing tomorrow...we're cool, we know. nothing else exciting in the life of me...peace out homies...

last night was the most amazing night for me yet...i saw five great bands:panic! at the disco, boys night out, motion city soundtrack, the starting line, and fall out boy. they were all great...ok my day yesterday:

i went to school and got out early at noon with ashley (she went with me). after third period tom (step dad) was supposed to pick us up...but i didn't hear my name called to the office...didn't get out til 12:19...he was there since 12...shut up! we went back to my house to pick up my momma...ashley and i had pie for lunch mmmm. we left at like 1 and at 2 we were there at the dunkin donuts center in providence. we waited until 3:30 at the doors (we were like 6 in line...yeah) some staff man said the doors would be opened by then. we  left because there was no need for us to stand there for another hour (thats when the doors were really gunna be opened) so i was hungry and cold so we went to this tavern for diner. we ate and when we got back the doors were open and there was a line like long...in the cold night...raining a little. then another line started to form and it was moving quicker and we were pissed b/c we were waiting longer!!!!!we finally got into the warmth...and it felt good. we got in and went to our seats...not good ones, but not bad...i was satisfied...ashley and i wanted shirts so we had to wait in this crazy mob where the shirts and shit is sold...took forever...ashley go this guy behind the counter to get shirts...and he held up and shirt to show how large it was and a girl was like "is that a medium?" and then the guy went and helped her...we were waiting for like 5 minutes after that and then we hear panic! at the disco playing...and we were still waiting!!!! FINALLY we got our shirts and we went to listen to panic! time went by and we were like...yay, concert...then i wanted a dvd...release the bats, home movies of the bass player from fall out boy, peter wentz'...some crazy shit happened, you have to see it for yourself. then we went back and listened to AMAZING music...then fall out boy came on and i seriously almost had a heart attack!  i was singing the words and like "i heart fall out boy even more now"and that's basically it....the most amazing night of my life so far bar none...can't wait til next time i see them! hopefully next time i can drive myself so i don't need parents! yeah...my fingers are tired out now...peace out motha fuckas! much love!

yeah...ugh is how i feel.illness has gotten the best of me i'm afraid... i've been sick all weekend...probably from stupid soy cheese i ate at sarette's house, yeah, it was the worst weekend ever!!!!! i have to be better by tomorrow because ashley and i are going to NFT bitches!! hells yes. i'm feeling a lot better than saturday, that's for sure... i can't wait...this is going to be the best concert...EVER!!!! and yeah, i'm super bored because i've been stuck indoors since frieday night after cop cycling...that was an interesting experence...yes it was. i had to wear this thing...like a vest and it ties under my boobs and it was too small, so when it was tied it made my boobs lokok huge...yeah, my story's done. i got to miss a history test today and i can't tale it until next week now...and i didn't even mean to miss it...oh! i started making SWEDISH apple pie...but, little did i know that we only have four apples, and one was completely dead...so i have to wait until my darling mommy comes home from this so called "work" place for more apples for my pie...it's going to be yummy!! mmmmmmmm...i may bring in a piece for sarette and darcey if they want...i'll see...then end

yesterday was michael, my sister's fiance's birthday. he picked up a puppy from the airport yesterday and i saw it...it's adorable!! it's name is bentley...my sister had to keep with the Bs for the dogs with the sound "e" at the end. there's Bailey, then Brodie, and now Bentley. it was going to be bentley or bromley...i basically told my sister which name it was going to be. i don't know what kind of breed it is...it's a norweigan something...

YAY, today report cards we supposed to come, but they didn't! yay, my mom will be pissed when she sees my grade for biology...yeah. that's my story for today!

today in history Denis and i were talking about how to commit suicide...i don't remember how we got into that conversation...we decided not to shoot yourself becuase then you wouldn't look "pretty" (denis' word) at your funeral. we were wondering why people shoot themselves in the head more often than in the heart...things that make you go hmmmm...we decided that carbon monoxide poisoning would be the best way, yup. note to self...if you don't know how to stsrt a conversation with someone ask them what they think is the best way to commit suicide...you may get a great conversation or someone who's extremely scared of you. my lesson for today is over.

just another day in the life of me. i have none, that's right! i'm washing my clothes right now, then i'm taking a shower...YAY!! yesterday i did nothing...surprise. that reminds me that one of my favorite songs is now surprise, surprise by the starting line...just thought i'd say that...up! clothes are done, and so am i. 8 days til i go to NFT!!! *woot* *woot*. can't wait, i'm pumped! boo and yah! you're jealous, i know it...yeah, i kinda gotta go  now. hopefully i feed your hungry little hearts for now...

yeah, so yesterday was the first day of strike for the play and people took their clothes home and it was extremely sad to see like no clothes on hangers...i'm going to miss this play and all the fabulous people who were associated with it... i have sooo many amazing memories of my first time with drama kids. i've become myself through this play, someone i've always wanted to be in a way. i can't wait for more plays to come and i can't wait to see how much more i change after the next play at school.

ha ha, last night was amazing! i slept only like an hour and i had soooo much fun. ashley, stevie g, and johanna kept me up all night! we had laughing contests to see who could go the longest without laughing...needless to say that contests didn't last long... ummmmmm, yeah, i'm so glad i joined this play somehow because i truely think it was AMAZING!!!!!! yes, it was. the people are awesome, let's just leave it at that. and i love that i made so many new friends and i got closer to my other friends. how lucky am i that almost all my friends were in this play someway or another?  yeah...i'll miss every senior...even the bitches...the plays will never be the same.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHH i'm so fucking tired, like you don't understand, but i can't sleep and it's pissing me off!!!!!!!! gggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrr it's okay though, doing costumes for the play is soooooo worth not sleeping and having no energy...this week has been pure hell....you know what? i really hate being at school for 14 hours a day and only sleeping 6 hours a night...yeah, now you see why life sucks...

Today was the premire of "Grease" and it was amazing, besides the fact that two people were almost killed by falling clamps...i can't wait until i get all my energy back...i'll be so excited!!!!!!!! ewwwwww, and my feet really smell right now, but that's besides the point...cast and crew PAR-TAY tomorrow night! *woot* *woot* can't wait to have a ton of fun with drama people, they are seriously the greatest! next year i am sooooo trying out for the musical as long as it was a good one like "Grease". can't wait for two more shows tomorrow...i hope you can sense the sarcasm out of that, if not then you're stupid...much love to whoever reads this! mmmmmmmuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

yeah, so today's my first entry, exciting, i know...my grandma came home from the hospital yesterday...YAY!!! the play grease at my school is going to be amazing becaus eof the costumes which i'm helping with doing.i saw my aunt pat and cousin brian for the first time in like...hmmm...10-ish years, it was awkward at first. yeah, yesterday i was branded my cousin shawn and cousin brian's favorite comedian of all time. yeah, last night it seems like i was branded the family idiot, people made fun of the comments i made last night, it made me kinda sad. it ws a real bonding experiance for me and my two cousins. yeah, my cousin heather told me just to comeback with a comebcak so i told shawn "i know i am, but what are you?" instead of i know you are but what am i...i'm an idiot, i know, just why do i have to be the biggest idiot of the family? I DON"T GET IT!!! yeah. fin